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August 30th, 2007 by alifinaNOTHINGS TO UPDATE!!!!!
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If this doesnt touch you, you have no
heart. Daniel and Jasmine are
sitting alone in the park one
night…. Daniel: I guess we are the
left overs in this world Jasmine: I
think so… All of my friends have
boyfriends and we are only the 2
persons left in this world without any
special person in our lives Daniel:
Yup I don’t know what to do Jasmine:
I know! We’ll play a game Daniel:
What game? Jasmine: i’ll be your
girlfriend for 30 days and you will be
my boyfriend Daniel: That’s a great
plan in fact i don’t have anything to
do for the following weeks… DAY 1:
They watch their first movie and they
both touched in a romantic film DAY
4: They went to the beach and had a
picnic…Daniel and Jasmine had their
quality time together DAY 12: Daniel
invited Jasmine to a circus and they
rode on a Horror House….Jasmine was
scared and she touched Daniel’s hand
but she touched someone else’s hand
and they both laughed… DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the
road and they asked for their future
advice and the fortune teller
said: "My darlings, Please don’t waste
the time of your life… spend the
rest of your time together happily"
Then tears flow out from the teller’s
eyes DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel
to go to the hill and they saw a
meteor…Jasmine mumbled something
DAY 28: They sat on the bus and
because of a bumby road Jasmine gave
her first kiss to Daniel by accident
DAY 29: 11:37pm Jasmine and Daniel
sat in the park where they first
decided to play this game… Daniel:
I’m tired Jasmine…Do you want any
drinks? I’ll buy you one.. I’ll just
go down the road Jasmine: Apple Juice
that’s all Daniel: Wait for me….
20mins later… a stranger approached
Jasmine Stranger: Are you a friend of
Daniel? Jasmine: Why yes? What
happened? Stranger: A reckless
drunken driver ran over Daniel and he
is critical in the hospital 11:57pm
The doctor went out of the emergency
room and he handed out an apple juice
and a letter Doctor: We found this in
daniel’s pocket Jasmine reads the
letter and it says: Jasmine, This
past few days, i realized you are a
really cute girl and i am really
falling for you..Your cherished….
smile you were everything when we
played this game….. Before this game
would end…I would like you to be my
girlfriend for the rest of my life….
I love you Jasmine…. Jasmine
crumples the paper and
shouted: "Daniel ! i don’t want you
to die… I love you…Remember that
night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled
something… I mumbled that I wish we
would be together forever and never
end this game. Please don’t leave me
Daniel…. I love you! You cannot do
this to me!" Then the clock strikes
12 Daniel’s heart stop pumping THEN
IT WAS THE 30TH DAY…….. Always
love your loved ones and show them how
you feel before it is too late… You
will never know when they will be gone
from your embrace… If you were given
a time to bestow petals of everlasting
compassion and love to your loved
ones.. Today is the day…. Love them
while they are still here…
am i to over control yr freedom??…maybe yes n maybe no??…maybe its my fault oso for scolding u when tink like tis happen until u have to lied to me!!….bt if i am controlling u, why u dun tell me???…maybe not just me need to do the talking, u need to talk more n be open wif me??…u noe what i mean??..i cant clap wif one hand, i need two hands to clap to have a sound….dun of tis thing happen we may not be friend again…dun say is yr fault or my fault…is just lack of communication, n boths of us need to understand more of each other, not just one of us only….it can make a big different…when i wrote the previous blog, my tears was rolling down to my chin and i dunnoe what had hit me so badly until i have tears rolling down???….that all i have to sae for now…………..
I FORGIVE YOU OREADY!!!
Firstly i wanna to wish my mom bdae!!!Happy bdae mom!!!!wow!!u r 40th now???need to take care of u!!!i promise i wun create trouble 4 u anymore!!!…thanx for be there for me mom, u have watch n take care of me from small until now!!!!….u r great3 mom i have in the world….i dun regret having u as my mom all tis long!!!!…u r the best!!!
back to the matter!!!i be lied???what is this???u scared tat i scold u frm not going home???da!!i oso dun go home sumtime!!!…basically i not angry abt u not going home, coz u wanna spend tym wif yr frens outside!!!i understands tat parts…n i sure u have alot of fun yesterdae!!!!i bet u have!!!!i just worried abt yr safety!!!u understand!!???..c’mon!!!u noe what i mean??!!….if u have told me!!!u tink tis things will happen???…if u tink i been an old fashion, i not…i just care abt u tat all???…cant u see how much i care abt u???…or its to much for u????..until u have to lied to me????….haiz!!???n i jealous wif u n him, spending the whole night together at there, wif the cold night wrapping both arms together to keep each other warm…walking down the beach, wif the wave smaching together…see the sunrise together n have a great night there!!!!well maybe his yr choice???..u noe what i mean!!!i write all tis bcoz i dun want n cant scold u coz i promise u!!!!i keep my promise…n yesterdae i put down the fone coz i need to calm myself n espically my mom bdae!!!dun wanna to spoil the dae!!!
Ketika tunas sedang tumbul serupa tumbuh dgn mengakar…Setiap nafas yg dihembus adalah kata..Angan, debur dan emosi bersama…Dalam jubah berpautan, Tangan terikat…Lidah pula menyatu…Maka setiap yang diucap…Adalah sabdakata pandita ratu…Ahh!!…Diluarnya pasir, diluarnya itu debu…Hanya angin meniup terbang hilang tak ada…Tapi kita tetap menari…Menapi cuma kita yang tahu…Jiwa ini pula tandu…Bukan duduk saja…Makanya kita bawa semua kerana kita adalah…..!
todae i made a big decision of my life n career!!!…i should be there but i not!!, i should be playing but i not!!, i should be in the team but i not!!….i been frm bad to worse!!….ppl keep asking me y i not as caring, cheerful, loud, noisy helpful n ect????????…i dunnoe where is the old alif go to???…i totally change n dun tink abt others, frm bad to very very very worse!!!!!!!!!!!….i need to be the old alif n start frm scratch…really need it fast!!!!…pls any1 help me!!!…i fucking disappointed wif myself!!!…i totall digrace myself, dunnoe how to face my SIC sherard n all my managers….FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!..if i disappointed any1 of u guys…i really SORI!!!!!!!!!…………….
Now every weeks buzy with street soccer training…Every sunday me n my team with have a good friendly game with other people, prepare our self for competition on 10 JUNE..We had be training hard n use different tactic every game n try not to let our challenger play their game n they will play our game….its been quiet tiring!!, imagine 2pm until 10pm…We are aming for first place get a medal n cash of $3000….Hopefull our training pay off…..our team name is(KAMPONG GILE)…But buzy with my on stuff n still thinking someone in my mind, i dunnoe y she sae she is buzy but cannot thinking of me n yet i can think of her….haiz dunnoe what to sae…hopefull everythings will change to normal….
TEAM MEMBER:
AIDIL(C)
ALIF
RIDUWAN
SHARUL
WAHIDIN
Everone have their own journey of life..Its a matter of how you only you want your life to be..Whatever u do hopefully somethings good can come out from it..In this world you have to stand and work hard in order to achieve somethings..Life can be so confusing sometimes, weather you make it easier or hard for your own life..Everythings you do is your own decisions and you cant blame people when things dont turns out well..Onces u achieve somethings don forget the people that have support and push you to the limits..My life its live a wave sometimes there up n down, there a happy times in my workings life and i felt likes i want to become ones of the manager in the KFC!! and their a times where everythings go very wrong and i felt on that times i wanted to give up and quit workings..But my peers keep my spirit up and told me to learn from my mistake..But when i am angry, i cants control my anger and i will finds faults with everyone who its not a faults its bads for myself and my career at KFC!!..Now i am in relationships and at first everythings go so smooth between us, no one can seperate us accept DEATH!!, but when she started school she really dun have times for our relationship i dont blame her, i oso buzy with my own things and working..Bt a simple msg like reacher home oready or what is so difficult izzit?????i really dont know what to do!!!, i like to keep everythings to myself and dont share with people and burst when really cannot take it and it will cause in fighting!!haiz!!..WHY???cant life be so easy and happy all the times??why all the goods things happen just for the moments and why cants it last for ever???…………
i been very buzy tis school holiday…sori for not update my blog….my bbq pit held for 3 day is on 13th,14,15…on friday i mit zai, shahirul, boboy n saifuddin…we mit at usual place to go there, n we have a big problem!!..we cant take bus to go there bcoz alot of things to carry, so plan B..we must take 2 cab..n its over our budget oready, so we must use our money to take cab…haiz…when we reach there, we set up our tent 1st n then start to bbq our food while waiting for kuda, faeezah n lina..the rest of our so-called BDK GILER riduwan, aidil n rasheedi came at nite…on friday we bbq hotdog, fishball, satay only…
the 2nd dae me, saifuddin n shahirul when back home to take for saturday food..saifuddin brings 300 satay, shahirul brings 9kg of chicken wings n me brings a container full of mee inside its very heavy…tat the food for saturday, so much…after taking the food we mit at saifuddin n wait for riduwan..but 1st we must buy charcol n syrup drink coz there not enuf…when we reached there we ask the taxi driver to wait for us awhile, shahirul n riduwan run n bought 3 packet of ice(per 3kg)…when we reached there all where hungry waiting for our food…so they ate my mom mee while waiting for the chicken wings n satay to cook…overall all of us have fun together, the major even not yet come…yati n rosna have came but there dun noe how to come here…so saifuddin when n fatch them…n finaly they have came wif the belated birthdae cake its riduwan birthdae….so they next dae we when home at 3pm, all where fucking tired imagine not sleep of 3 day…..
tat all guy, its will be a big one next tym round…
take care all of u!!!!BGK GILE!!!!
CANCER MAN
The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiac. Most Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and the moon change
it’s shape daily, so Cancer man’s emotional and moods change all the time too. You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that "Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself.
The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other people feel or think of him. He hates loosing face and he tends to over protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person.
Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be very funny, very quiet, suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and
never have a chance to get bored.
He thinks of his home as "nest" and it is the safest place for him. If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again. Being a looser is not him.
It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection. He will come out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up to other people much. Not many people will win his heart. His security is only when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry for you.
Certainly when he has money OK.
He is possessive to everything’s that he thinks belong to him. Don’t try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition.
Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement, but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will come and look for you.
He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see that he is in front of your house everyday till you go out with him, a very persistent guy.
He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate. He likes a secure wo man, but able to adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult
type to find woman indeed.
In the beginning, you and him will be so sugary sweet together and he will only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don’t slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere.
Unlike many other Zodiac, if he is mad then you better get out of that room. He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or concerned facial _expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!